I don't understand who keeps allowing Sarah Palin to make an idiot out of herself in a public forum.
I understand she has a certain corky kinda charisma, but her intellect doesn't warrant public speaking in the political arena. It's too much rallying of ignorance to gain some sort of republican stronghold. Even they have denounced her & yet someone is still giving her air time. This must be for shyts & giggles
No one really takes her seriously expect for the undereducated missing tooth, redneck, "I's be whistling Dixie" & don't mess with Dixie type. Or do they.
What the hell do I know.
I'm not politician, however I do notice that she seems to be a reliable distraction from core issues.
Sarah "Death-Panel" Palin served as a means to help blind side people from having a real conversation about health care. Perhaps that's why the republicans keep trotting her out every now an then. It's not that I know all the find print about the proposed health care plan or budget, but it definitely gave the GOP a new means of shock and awe.
Now I'm not giving democrats a way out by saying everything in the health care plan is all peachy keen, but how do people allow a mediocre political figure such as Palin to speak on this issue. It keeps us from really getting to the meat, bone & gristle that effect American citizens.
I need then to put a muzzle on this bitch. (Pit bull in lipstick my fat ass). I could conjure up more rational for the subject and I haven't even read the proposal for health care.
As if her idiocy is not enough of an issue, news media outlets are giving her serious consideration for 2012? You're kidding me. fuck outta here (sorry for the common vernacular, but I have limits). How could anyone take seriously. Even if we base our judgements on her political career, she has no grounds. We could get Marie Carie to run based on the same down home, I'm just a regular gal bull.
She was married to a separatist people. isn't that the definition of anti-American. She just became a republican. She's as reliable as Lieberman, which is a whole nother story (he's the definition of a flip-flopper, I would hate to play chess with him). I would rather vote the hot brown gift my dog leaves on the lawn for president than her.
She really has no merit and as an American I feel my intelligence is being insulted every time they mention her and the concept of presidency in the same sentence. How base do you think my intellect is.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Being in the studio is not necessarily a new experience, but it's definitely not something I'm used to.
So this past Saturday, June 5, 2009, I went to the studio to do a little recording. Well I came to realize after getting there I would not be working on anything of my own (Blue is sneaky).
Anyhow I had to say it was nerve racking, but I kinda enjoyed it, in-spite of the fact that they kept playing the track relentlessly and I hate the sound of my voice, even more when it's singing. Beyond all that, it was memorable, but one of the highlights had to be seeing Nasser (Blue's evil twin and a hellafied MC) in action.
Granted it was definitely a track for the radio (for some, that might not be a good thing), I have to say it was fiah!!! I loved how he just took to the booth like a pro. This was his domain. He knew what to do and how to do it, what sounds to add and just how to spit it. He told me it took eight years to perfect, and I could see the hard work.
I can admire the confidence he had in his ability to do, not only what he loves, but do it in such a way that he had me singing the hook when it was done.
This is when I stopped to think about the moment before when I had to sing in the studio and came to realize I need more confidence in my abilities in general.
That being said. It was eventful and an experience I can say I learned something.
So this past Saturday, June 5, 2009, I went to the studio to do a little recording. Well I came to realize after getting there I would not be working on anything of my own (Blue is sneaky).
Anyhow I had to say it was nerve racking, but I kinda enjoyed it, in-spite of the fact that they kept playing the track relentlessly and I hate the sound of my voice, even more when it's singing. Beyond all that, it was memorable, but one of the highlights had to be seeing Nasser (Blue's evil twin and a hellafied MC) in action.
Granted it was definitely a track for the radio (for some, that might not be a good thing), I have to say it was fiah!!! I loved how he just took to the booth like a pro. This was his domain. He knew what to do and how to do it, what sounds to add and just how to spit it. He told me it took eight years to perfect, and I could see the hard work.
I can admire the confidence he had in his ability to do, not only what he loves, but do it in such a way that he had me singing the hook when it was done.
This is when I stopped to think about the moment before when I had to sing in the studio and came to realize I need more confidence in my abilities in general.
That being said. It was eventful and an experience I can say I learned something.
Monday, May 18, 2009
SLOW DANCE
Perhaps it's because I never went to the promI want to slow dance you in the creases of my palm
Feel the memory of pulse points It beats smooth in vertebrae calling...A two step lover
Bliss looks like your smile in kin just before the ebb of lips bring nerves to halt
Romance me beneath your thumb
lull my lids to close blues to brown
to linger in this traces of nights air
to sip sublet winds next to waiting
This constant day dream is in melody
a broken note of reality that I will play for your ear
Listen
my thoughts sound like your impulses to move
freely bring forth the rhythm hiding behind your intentions
Creep ever so meek under the shameful blush of yes
The greed is raged silence needing
Pressure
like pixies fondling the tiny hairs on your skin
they know me all too well
stimulating nomadic souls to greet
here in this back and forth of this sway
Sometimes I think you to great to be touched
a fool in confident clothing
a question bolstering through my chest
before the end of this proximity...
...would you like to slow dance with me
Knickie D. © 2009
Feel the memory of pulse points It beats smooth in vertebrae calling...A two step lover
Bliss looks like your smile in kin just before the ebb of lips bring nerves to halt
Romance me beneath your thumb
lull my lids to close blues to brown
to linger in this traces of nights air
to sip sublet winds next to waiting
This constant day dream is in melody
a broken note of reality that I will play for your ear
Listen
my thoughts sound like your impulses to move
freely bring forth the rhythm hiding behind your intentions
Creep ever so meek under the shameful blush of yes
The greed is raged silence needing
Pressure
like pixies fondling the tiny hairs on your skin
they know me all too well
stimulating nomadic souls to greet
here in this back and forth of this sway
Sometimes I think you to great to be touched
a fool in confident clothing
a question bolstering through my chest
before the end of this proximity...
...would you like to slow dance with me
Knickie D. © 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Religious Dogma
OK, so there's the topic of religion and spirituality.
Many choose not talk about it and for some their so domineering, they could careless about what you have to say, which makes it really hard to talk to them.
How do you get someone to understand, that just as passionate as they are about their views of G-d, may very well feel the same about your views.
Some people feel as though their ideal are in fact the "Truth of G-D".
They'll go so far as to say it's not even their religious views, but the word of G-d. Well you know what you Zealot, some of use have our ideals in which we live by as well.
Is it not rude to assume those others a lesser person than you because they don't follow your doctrine.
I have a friend who considers himself an Orthodox Christian, which is all gravy to me, however he is so combative with every thing that comes out of my mouth. One can never get a word in edge-wise without hearing about "The Truth of G-d" and "The Devil".
Seriously dude. Can we breath and you not just make everything a religious conversation, especially since I'm not at liberty to mention my religious/spiritual views without a serious brow beating.
If a woman has sex with more than one man, he thinks she's a whore. If she doesn't fit a certain aesthetic (Light skin or a lovely caramel) well then she not worthy of his hand in marriage. He thinks the idea of a female or a genderless G-d of blasphemous and then proceeds to feel like I should no longer speak because I'm ridiculous. There is to be no other understanding but the Bible, which to each his own, but that's not me. Can I at least get some respect in saying I don't want to talk about it. For him, hell no. He will find a way to get back into the conversation and rant on and on about the sinful world and the ways of Satan and prayer not being in schools taking us away from G-d. Well you know what, with Christians like him, I would welcome being an Atheist sometimes.
This type of personality that he has and his verbose tendency to think that me not believing in G-d in the same fashion as him makes me wrong is really pissing me the F*&k off.
I mean can one have a conversation for once without you mentioning the "Word of G-d" apparently not.
I really believe that someone so filled with blind pride in his so-called faith really has no spine and cannot be expect to be taken seriously in any context if they cannot respect or understand the people around them.
Now it can be said that one should just avoid the topic of spirituality and religion, but with people like him, that's impossible.
Am I wrong for wanting to hang up on him repeatedly? I don't think so, but I feel as though people like him need to have more understanding and compassion before they go around berating people to death with their
rapture and wrath of G-d speeches.
I'm done.
Many choose not talk about it and for some their so domineering, they could careless about what you have to say, which makes it really hard to talk to them.
How do you get someone to understand, that just as passionate as they are about their views of G-d, may very well feel the same about your views.
Some people feel as though their ideal are in fact the "Truth of G-D".
They'll go so far as to say it's not even their religious views, but the word of G-d. Well you know what you Zealot, some of use have our ideals in which we live by as well.
Is it not rude to assume those others a lesser person than you because they don't follow your doctrine.
I have a friend who considers himself an Orthodox Christian, which is all gravy to me, however he is so combative with every thing that comes out of my mouth. One can never get a word in edge-wise without hearing about "The Truth of G-d" and "The Devil".
Seriously dude. Can we breath and you not just make everything a religious conversation, especially since I'm not at liberty to mention my religious/spiritual views without a serious brow beating.
If a woman has sex with more than one man, he thinks she's a whore. If she doesn't fit a certain aesthetic (Light skin or a lovely caramel) well then she not worthy of his hand in marriage. He thinks the idea of a female or a genderless G-d of blasphemous and then proceeds to feel like I should no longer speak because I'm ridiculous. There is to be no other understanding but the Bible, which to each his own, but that's not me. Can I at least get some respect in saying I don't want to talk about it. For him, hell no. He will find a way to get back into the conversation and rant on and on about the sinful world and the ways of Satan and prayer not being in schools taking us away from G-d. Well you know what, with Christians like him, I would welcome being an Atheist sometimes.
This type of personality that he has and his verbose tendency to think that me not believing in G-d in the same fashion as him makes me wrong is really pissing me the F*&k off.
I mean can one have a conversation for once without you mentioning the "Word of G-d" apparently not.
I really believe that someone so filled with blind pride in his so-called faith really has no spine and cannot be expect to be taken seriously in any context if they cannot respect or understand the people around them.
Now it can be said that one should just avoid the topic of spirituality and religion, but with people like him, that's impossible.
Am I wrong for wanting to hang up on him repeatedly? I don't think so, but I feel as though people like him need to have more understanding and compassion before they go around berating people to death with their
rapture and wrath of G-d speeches.
I'm done.
Monday, May 11, 2009
KANYE MUCH?1?
Well how do I start. People who are cocky, in my opinion they are lacking.
It's acceptable for someone to attack a person with so called low self-esteem and tell them to think better of themself or gain some confidence. However, all too often the form of low self-esteem known as being cocky is mistaken for confidence or "swag". It's not
When you have to brag about yourself more than anyone else can, then you're trying to prove something to yourself and not the room.
You clearly need convincing that you're that awesome. It never hurts to re-evaluate yourself and the flaws you have, but when you act as though there's nothing wrong with you and BRAG ALL THE TIME then you really need help. You're the worst kind. Now you've become obnoxious (Kanye much).
Perhaps society needs to starting treating overt conceit the same as blatant self hate. Either way you are not all that sure in your own self worth.
Far be it from me to judge someone on how well they view themself, but if somethign is wrong and sed person is oh-so willing to bring attention to my personality corks of deprication, then why not return the favor.
We are all bit damaged, right? So why turn one into a better form than the other.
If you ask me whether you're Kanye or Woody Allen (Woody being that of the self depricating ind) it's not all that great.
Having body dysmorphia whether you think you're too fat and you're not or thin and too fat, it's all a bit backwards.
So for you, you cocky jackass, go sit in a corner and calm down. When you're done go get a therapist and some humility
It's acceptable for someone to attack a person with so called low self-esteem and tell them to think better of themself or gain some confidence. However, all too often the form of low self-esteem known as being cocky is mistaken for confidence or "swag". It's not
When you have to brag about yourself more than anyone else can, then you're trying to prove something to yourself and not the room.
You clearly need convincing that you're that awesome. It never hurts to re-evaluate yourself and the flaws you have, but when you act as though there's nothing wrong with you and BRAG ALL THE TIME then you really need help. You're the worst kind. Now you've become obnoxious (Kanye much).
Perhaps society needs to starting treating overt conceit the same as blatant self hate. Either way you are not all that sure in your own self worth.
Far be it from me to judge someone on how well they view themself, but if somethign is wrong and sed person is oh-so willing to bring attention to my personality corks of deprication, then why not return the favor.
We are all bit damaged, right? So why turn one into a better form than the other.
If you ask me whether you're Kanye or Woody Allen (Woody being that of the self depricating ind) it's not all that great.
Having body dysmorphia whether you think you're too fat and you're not or thin and too fat, it's all a bit backwards.
So for you, you cocky jackass, go sit in a corner and calm down. When you're done go get a therapist and some humility
Not-So-Kool Yoruba Brown!!!
Ok, well I know (and don't challenge me on this), that looking the way I do is not socially acceptable.
I'm 5'10 and bucking the 200lbs mark... needless to say I'm over-weight.
This doesn't mean I'm ugly, but I'll be damned if the world can't make you feel it's so.
Recently I went on the scale and saw that I gained 7lbs (mostly in the thighs and face. Why would G-d curse me so). Anyway I gained some weight and I decide well, I lost over 140lbs I can get the last 20-45lbs off so I'm not eatting any junk food and monitoring my calories. However I still feel disgusting (Not in the Tyra Banks Top Model way).
I know I have self-esteem issues, but it seems to be hard for people to understand how I feel. I don't think I'm that fat most of the time nor to I think I'm unattractive. As a matter of fact, if I were a dude I'd do me and be my boyfriend (it's not hard to get someone to do you, but the committment is lacking...smh). Beyond that it seems quite common that I am relegated to the position of fat ugly friend, sidekick, and cockblocking wingmann (I don't cock block, but some men feel the threat and act on it).
Some men will hit on your friend and then not even say hello to you, as if you are a visual inconvience, but they will acknowledge you if they feel that the one they want may be swayed by you.
Don't do that. You think I can't tell that you throwing your arm around me and talking to me like we're friends for elementary school isn't some way for you to soften me up. Look jackass, I'm not stupid and I live in a world where I can tell and I am made fully aware more often than not, that I'm not to be the object of a gentleman's affection.
Beyond this, the one's I do attract aren't worthy of picking up my dog poop. (Buck-e just co-signed this).
Anyhow, I am a work in progress as many humans are, so I know that sometimes what we preceive may not be true, but it should be seen as valid and not treated as the feelings of a crazed fat chick. My experiences (Note I said MY experiences) have led me to these conclusions.
That I at times am not even worthy of being in the same room as so-called attractive, slim body women.
Making fun of fat people is the most acceptable form of bigotry going around. I have a friend who spent 25min on the train professing how she would hate to have a fat child and while doing so refuse to even look at me while speaking. How am I to feel that having a over-weight child out weighs your concerns for havign a child with severe retardation... really now.
I mean I don't want to dwell on the negative, but one can only take so much. No one can deny that being a so-called "Big Girl" doesn't sit well with society and you are treated as a lesser human for it. I remember a survey in high school showing that these high school girls would rather have AIDS than to be considered obese or over-weight. Seriously?! Well the survey did say they got to look like models... there's your excuse.
Well I guess I can only go on so long about this and feeling like sh*t about not being gorgeous, but hey, my dog thinks I'm cute... lol
I'm done.
Don't forget Love, Charlotte album release party this thursday @ nightingale lounge @ 8pm
I'm 5'10 and bucking the 200lbs mark... needless to say I'm over-weight.
This doesn't mean I'm ugly, but I'll be damned if the world can't make you feel it's so.
Recently I went on the scale and saw that I gained 7lbs (mostly in the thighs and face. Why would G-d curse me so). Anyway I gained some weight and I decide well, I lost over 140lbs I can get the last 20-45lbs off so I'm not eatting any junk food and monitoring my calories. However I still feel disgusting (Not in the Tyra Banks Top Model way).
I know I have self-esteem issues, but it seems to be hard for people to understand how I feel. I don't think I'm that fat most of the time nor to I think I'm unattractive. As a matter of fact, if I were a dude I'd do me and be my boyfriend (it's not hard to get someone to do you, but the committment is lacking...smh). Beyond that it seems quite common that I am relegated to the position of fat ugly friend, sidekick, and cockblocking wingmann (I don't cock block, but some men feel the threat and act on it).
Some men will hit on your friend and then not even say hello to you, as if you are a visual inconvience, but they will acknowledge you if they feel that the one they want may be swayed by you.
Don't do that. You think I can't tell that you throwing your arm around me and talking to me like we're friends for elementary school isn't some way for you to soften me up. Look jackass, I'm not stupid and I live in a world where I can tell and I am made fully aware more often than not, that I'm not to be the object of a gentleman's affection.
Beyond this, the one's I do attract aren't worthy of picking up my dog poop. (Buck-e just co-signed this).
Anyhow, I am a work in progress as many humans are, so I know that sometimes what we preceive may not be true, but it should be seen as valid and not treated as the feelings of a crazed fat chick. My experiences (Note I said MY experiences) have led me to these conclusions.
That I at times am not even worthy of being in the same room as so-called attractive, slim body women.
Making fun of fat people is the most acceptable form of bigotry going around. I have a friend who spent 25min on the train professing how she would hate to have a fat child and while doing so refuse to even look at me while speaking. How am I to feel that having a over-weight child out weighs your concerns for havign a child with severe retardation... really now.
I mean I don't want to dwell on the negative, but one can only take so much. No one can deny that being a so-called "Big Girl" doesn't sit well with society and you are treated as a lesser human for it. I remember a survey in high school showing that these high school girls would rather have AIDS than to be considered obese or over-weight. Seriously?! Well the survey did say they got to look like models... there's your excuse.
Well I guess I can only go on so long about this and feeling like sh*t about not being gorgeous, but hey, my dog thinks I'm cute... lol
I'm done.
Don't forget Love, Charlotte album release party this thursday @ nightingale lounge @ 8pm
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Funny = One lonely bytch
I'm not old enough to know everything, but I do know this much in my life experience (Notice I said "MY" life experience).
NOBODY wants to be with the funny girl... they don't take you seriously about anything and when you are serious, then something must ne wrong.If you flirt, then well., at least they'll phuck you, but they don't keep what they phuck, they keep what they love... or at least want to love...
Now this doesn't mean they want every other type of woman but the funny woman doesn't get alot of points by way of relationship. You get to be the friend (that they would phuck) or the girl who's cool in social settings, but men don't want more female friends.
Often times people might be affraid that the funny is a little too close to real and the reality ain't funny... ironic isn't it.
Well at least the funny one's have those traumatic life experiences to make jest towards and then secretly cry about it... lol
See the reality... funny, but not really
NOBODY wants to be with the funny girl... they don't take you seriously about anything and when you are serious, then something must ne wrong.If you flirt, then well., at least they'll phuck you, but they don't keep what they phuck, they keep what they love... or at least want to love...
Now this doesn't mean they want every other type of woman but the funny woman doesn't get alot of points by way of relationship. You get to be the friend (that they would phuck) or the girl who's cool in social settings, but men don't want more female friends.
Often times people might be affraid that the funny is a little too close to real and the reality ain't funny... ironic isn't it.
Well at least the funny one's have those traumatic life experiences to make jest towards and then secretly cry about it... lol
See the reality... funny, but not really
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